“крылья” “wings”

LEAVE IT AS IT IS . . . SOMETIMES, YOU NEED TO LEAVE IT AS IT IS . . . IN LIFE.

At the first moment, the thought: “Now it’s clear why I (almost) did not use this pencil (I don’t like the color). That’s the way it is in life: I have to try/do it in order to know that “ it’s not that ”, instead of not-do and to assume “what if, but if” and later regret that “have not”.
Distracted by the previous entry … Outside the window a clearance appeared in the clouds, the light fell on my sheet, I looked and ..! .. “Wow+ Why, it’s so beautiful! “
Wow! And the more I look, the more I like it, I won’t blur it with water-with a brush as usual (watercolor pencil), I will leave it like that.
It’s only a pity that it’s not in the middle of the sheet!
I watched. I saw with my inner eyes the continuation / addition of cold pink (the outlines of an abstracted “angel”). I was very drawn to do this. The feeling of incompleteness, disharmony is unbearable … In my head I tried to place pink, lines on the sheet – and more and more I felt a sense of dissonance, non-symmetry, incorrect location (on/in) – use of space (sheet)! Oh! This raw-nerve physical sensation in the middle of the chest, emanating in the hands, and in the head! …
And suddenly decided! Do not change anything. Do not add. Leave as is.

LEAVE IT AS IT IS . . . SOMETIMES, YOU NEED TO LEAVE IT AS IT IS . . . IN LIFE.

(It is beautiful enough. In its transparent sublimity. Against a white background. And that’s it.
It’s only a pity that it’s not in the middle of the sheet! ! ! 😬 In width! By height is almost in place . . . )

The clarity, the joyfulness of light faded, disappeared.
And beauty has disappeared again! . . .
Light, lighting changes our sensation of life! . . . 😯